Friday, 3 August 2007
a matter of Life and Death.
whaaaaaaa, sad day today ehh.
3 August. Gahhk! to me, its kind of unlucky.
I didnt finish Malay Compositon, didnt do Maths hmwk,
got scolded by Math tutor and many more lahhs.
something interesting happened just now,
& the story goes like this.
Zulya, Amiera, Renie, Aleeya, Maisuroah and Me
were doing our own stuffs. As usual, we laughed alot.
ohh and Zulya had to stop laughing
and warned me to continue doing my work.
As i wanted to write, I felt a sudden feeling which
really hurts me. I had the need to cry.
So i did, i cried slowly & i told how i felt
to my friends around me. I had the feeling that someone,
someone related to me and reallyreallyCLOSE to me,
was either badly injured or '_____' you know..
Amy: "dont cry lah Nadia. you're making me panic."
I: "who could it be? think carefully.."
Amy: "Farah? She just left the school what.
Maybe it is really her?" I had to increase my tone,
I: "IT CANT BE FARAH! FARAH SHOULDNT BE INJURED."
Amy: "okay, OKAY! relax lah, maybe only what.
Maisuroah, can you go check whether Farah outside or not?"
Fortunately, we found her. well, it was not her.
it wasnt my guyfriend as he replied to my SMS.
i suspected it was 'him' 'cause
he didnt reply to my SMS twice!! shouldnt you feel something's wrong?
but then, my guyfriend said 'he' was tagging along.
i cant finish my malay composition
because of this suspicious feeling.
i have to hand in on Mondayy.
It doesnt matter whether its true or not.
i really had a good time crying my lungs out.
sighhhs, could it be my relative? my friend? WHO?
i dont want to think about it.
those who were there with me,
Zulya, Amy,Renie, Aleeya and Maisuroah,
said they got the feeling too.
wow, the impact is too great for me so it had to spread?
wah, 2nd time i cried on 'o7
to my friends, no matter how our friendship is,
either we are normal friends or close friends,
i'll remember every single one of you that has been with me.
i wont forget Fuhua Primary & all the 'o7 p6 batch.
please dear God, i want to live as long as i can.
and i want to be with those who i cried with before for eternity.
oh God, i wont forget all those angels you sent to comfort me
when i am sad and moody, and thanks once again
for helping me through all those good&bad times.
Thanks for bringing love, hope and peace in our life(:
MALAY: Ya Allah, aku ingin mengucap terima kasih kepadaMu
untuk menjadiku seorang yang kuat dan gembira.
Tidak sekali aku melupakan Kau.
Aku sebagai orang Islam(:
Assalamualaikum, minta diri dahulu
For all readers, I hope you enjoyed this entry.
and once again its thanks to God ;)
TATAAAAS~
naddiaaaa; urlaffingbuddy(:
LIFE or DEATH/Friday, August 03, 2007
